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another step to go. finally finished a- level.just got result last two weeks ago.average result.at least i don't need to repeat my paper anymore.Satisfied.Here comes the conflicts.as usual,tons of questions.
WHERE to go?
WHAT is the total fees?
WHICH university to enter?

people asked:which course you want to study?
and i usually said:don't know or maybe phar.
yes,maybe.
i try my best and at least i am able to hit the minimum entry requirement.But,a lot question and problem comes along.a very high,expensive tuition fees did killed me.even maximum ptptn loan is not enough to cover.
financial problem is the most important criteria to consider.

since result out,i had being stress for the following days.i worried about money.Still,money.
thinking of other option,maybe biotechnology,biomedical science.and even my friend encourage me to take law.i don't know.i fear i will make a wrong decision.i afraid i will regret.as future job oppurtunity is very important in choosing a right course.

"be a dream catcher"
what if dream and reality is opposing each other?
how could i achieve my dream without my parents to suffer?
i feel helpless, stress.i can't do anything.
maybe at first i did a wrong decision.i shouldn't start my a level.i should go for form 6.
and maybe now at least i could enter local U with no worries.

and it is too late.i hope for the best.hope there is a way to solve.a good way.