sept life~

mooncake festival~candle light~:)

leng zai lucky ~hehe..

my 18th birthday cake~^^

stairs like river~

national planetarium auditorium..3D feel~

tugu negara~

timetable for jan AS exam..TT..CNY nit to exam oso...TT

outing~

yesterday jus hang out with 3 so po...

play bowling and watch movie at mid valley...

ply bowling for the very 1st time...:)

game 4 only hits the bottle...><

huhu...1st strike...haha...XD

watched captain america..kinda funny and chi gek...

nice and fun day...:)

pictures tell stories~XD

watched harry potter part 2 with 2 so po...XD

bought 2 long sleeve shirts and a T-shirt =)

flame test with metal(mayb sodium?!4gt adi.. )

flame test with copper(i like the colour)

related to phy..diffraction of light with 2 special lens...

orchestra concert with apple...waiting for those days...^^

my earliest birthday present..haha...thx daddy...:)

result~

86/100

grade 5 with merit~

proceeding grade 6...it's so tough...:(

will try my best...:)

没有所谓的可以不可以
只是在于自己愿不愿意

终于
我做到了

希望以后会变得更好

:)

convocation day~

obviously this is not my convocation day..
it is a big day for the seniors that completed their degree level..
i'm assigned as usher for guiding the parents into the hall..
working for 2 days..gained 12 hours...^^(4 hours is break to sleep)

graduates looked smart with their robe...
whenever they are ready at outside to march in..
they looked so great...
camera light keep flashing on them...just like star..

every parents brought flower for their son and daughther..
as a gift for their big day...
and some grandma walked in with their tongkat...
just to see the their grandson and grandaughther received the certificate..
which is very touching...TT

wondering when is my turn....
wanna hold the flower that parents gift me..
take photo with them by wearing my robe ..
waiting for the day...:)

meet lots of new frenz oso...
they are nice...
chat alot with them..
noe more abt the info of studies in degree level..

last event for this sem..
20 hours perfectly completed..
left 26 hours for sc lab work...
it will be very soon completed...
:)

realise the pro...
will try to solve it..
try my best...

driving driving..

after had been three months i got my license..
i got the legal permission to drive..:)

mom had allow me to drive to teacher's house...
and dad said that my driving skill improved a lot...XD
just the U-turn part and parking need to pay more attention..
and soon...
dad is gonna to train me drive at night...(wee~wee~)

again..i am sick again..:(
the"zhu tou pi" comes towards me again...
fever...flu...grrrrr....
wondering 2moro should i skip class to rest at home...
haizzzzzz....the curry mee...><

nothing~

WAKE UP!!dun be naive anymore!

should accept the fact from the beginning..

i am giving chances again and again...

using people all the time...

at the end...

me is nothing for anyone....

whether u r pretending or not
see the true mask of you
life is cruel

bus ah bus~

~rapid bus card~

few days ago,just went KL with my mom by bus...
walked to bus station about 9 a.m..and reached there abt 5 mins time...
i was the second person to go up the bus..and i saw the guy in front me using a card to touch the machine...i just ignored and gave the bus driver rm5 for 2 person tickets...and the bus driver is so embarassed looking at me..."sekarang sudah guna card..hari tu saya ajar tak mau belajar"..i was like =.=...i was goin to say wat the....and fine...finally bought 2 cards with RM 5 and RM10..

time to go back about 2 p.m..and waited in bus station ...mom said that we will be waiting for long time for bus to reach..and the lucky one..i saw the bus coming after 10 mins..and i was so happy..

BUT...it went to the next bus station...not that one i am waiting in....wtf???and i wanna to run there but mom said dun waste energy ..it will jus drive away eventhough u chase the bus...:((
and finally...went back home by taxi...abt RM18..=.=

well...a "nice" experience....

emo post~

emo-ing...

the very 1st one..
someone promise to buy gift for me..
i had waited foe 2 months +..
awhhhh...
now is going to ignored them...
dun ever talk to me..
malas nak layan...

2nd thing..
test results totally sucks...
and another bio test coming up next..:((
*only half an hour test,how am i goin to answer@@

3rd thing..
friendship is kind of mess now..
i dunno since when it becoming worst..
hope it will be fine soon..

i wan shout ahhhhhhhh....
i wan go seaside....

:(

~ I F ~

If i accept it,
what will it be?

If i admit it,
what will it be?

If i say it,
what will it be?

will the ending different?
it's too late.
all the best to u.

:)

holiday mode~

wee~wee~wee~
hehe...after being studied for 1 month..
here goes the term break for 2 weeks..:))

awhhh....before the week of holiday..
totally stress up by tests..:(((
3 test in a week...grrrrrrr...
bio just roughly wrote ...
maths and che still ok...
thn worst 1...:PHY!!!
omgg...kind of mess and i get a X...TT
forgot abt it..><

work assignment still goin on...
many hours need to preceed..
feel awkward to face those test tubes ...
sometime is kind of embarassing...X.X

feel lonely sometime..
is it cos of i haven meet the right one??
i am afraid as well...

ucsi carnival day~

carnival jus ended last sat..
going there not enjoying fun..
but working...==

100 scholar required to help out in this event...
many red people that day!=)
i was assigned to CDC(child development centre)..
sort of baby sister job~@@

luckily i am in charge of games...
kinda tired as well..
rearrange the games equiq for N times...
and pumping balloon until my hand "crack"...:(

met new frens too at there..
they are quite nice...

overall
tired and exhausted day..
lying on bed for hours...

another 13 hours to go!!

memory~

may lost the bond with frens in future
may not contact each other in long time

BUT

the most important
memory will keep frens in heart
eventough memory will fade

but u will apparently know
there were frenz in past time
maked up ur happiest day in life

=)

time pass~so what??!!

month had passed after class started
so what?

being a newbie in college
started to hang out most of time in library,com lab at first

since SWA had been asssigned to me...
started walk to student affair department & bioche lab =.=
everyday thinking of which event to join
what time to complete my work in lab
which quite disgusting for me sometime =(
and some "scary" incident make me feel kind of weird @@

life in college ain't easy actually
facing traffic jam everyday
given loads of assignment to do
walk around college with many stairs
which make me feel exhausted early in the morning
facing com in lab which is so damn slow and sot =.=
facing MR.Wah (phy teacher) when phy class
make me kind of suffer sometime

u may think i am lucky enough to study in college
rather than others study in gov skul
in few weeks
i feel guilty to my mom
study f6 rather cheaper thn a-level
which i only get only 5K discount

i may did the wrong decision for my study
but everything is done
no moving backwards
i promise myself to study hard
to appreciate my mom

i want study my degree by scholarship
with good results to exchange
i hope i can do that
i will try my best
fight hard to attempt obstacles
hope i can do it!!!=)

hope that incident won't be happen as what i think
GBM!!!

what a sienz day~

bio class cancelled today..=.=
ply com in skul for 3 hours +...
@@
walked to block A student affair
to sign up for SWA(scholarship work assignment)..
20 hours to complete...
=.=
joining for coming carnival!

resumed classes at 11am...
ended class by 2pm...
went to meet my supervisor...
for SWA oso...
30 hours to complete...
at last...
he re-assigned me to other lab staff...
an Indian guy...
at block A..

bought an egg tart...
walked to block A...
met that guy...
and worked in bioche lab..
to cut the sticker...
for hour...

BUT..
when i asked him to signed my time sheet...
he wrote me 2 hours...
haha..
keep silent...
i can save my hour time..:P

after that..
waited dad at lobby...
backed home...
what a tired day~
@@

my gift~

the gift box~


the bracelet~^^

yeah...finally my uncle tan had done what he had promised..
nice bracelet ...=)
thanks to lin lin jie too..

someone still own me a gift....
XD

recently~

bloggie updated~
recently busy of assignment..@@
math test yesterday..
chapter 1-5..@@
mind -blanked...

nice chat with 2 new frenz..
both leng lui...=)

work assignment 50 hours from now on..=.=
supervisor haven meet yet..
goin to join event soon..20 hours..faster fulfill it!!
i wan focus on study...
syllabus is so deep..
need to be understand and clear abt that..

phy teacher is so damn sucks..
wanna change the teacher...
everyone in class is so zzz in his class..
same thing repeat three times..
disguting huh...
:(

wondering if i choose form 6
is it will be better choice??

orientation day~

yesterday all classes off...yeahh..
but compulsory to orientation day...:(

no choice have to go..
reached there abt 9..
wait my frenz at lobby...
lots of people walk in ucsi...
which today orientation involved other faculty as well..

register at 1st floor...
long queue..=.=
up to 4th floor -MPH...
damn lot of ppl there...
sit at 2nd row which so near to stage...

bla3...speech..intro...
after that ice breaking...
rmb the group member name and faculty they from.:(
but quite fun when c other group been selected...
and their name extremely funny...hahaha...:)

break to lunch at 12.30pm..
long queue as well..
small buffet from canteen...
after that went back to MPH..

kinda boring..
as adi completed our course selection las week...
at last...
they released us to go...
woohoo~FREE!!!

lame lame orientation..
wat the purpose to go there..=.=
today did hav orientation too..
but sick cant go...
and cant join the trip as well...
which i can wet until 11pm...
grrrr...

2moro class on again...
tired@@

ciao~

7th day~

recently is busy of homework...@@
especially bio need to revise after class...
:(

phy teacher never teach new things las week..
BUT
but today..
he finally started his class with NEW things..=)
and the most funny part was...
about phy formula...
bla3...and he finally said....
"study phy lar"~
all of us like swt..kinda speechless..=.=
so hard sell his phy...=.=
well....he "won" student for 1st time in class..
hahaha...

yesterday receive ucsi sms abt scholarship..
but my stupid phone lost the sms eventually..=.=
1st :a-level office
2nd: marketing dept..
3rd: north wing..
i was like =.=
come on...
need to go opposite pula for scholar..=.=

thn..
today..
after lunch..
went to north wing to meet miss shannen
WTH!!
ask me go bungalow house...
=.=

at last..
finally found it...
damn nice bungalow to build in with office..=.=
waited for her...
she said offer letter only given by nex week..=.=
and no interview required!!!hahahaha..=)

after that only back home...
tired day~@@
tomoro and thur orientation..=.=
which is compulsory...
kinda lazy to go...
can i escaped???
=.=

study life~

today is fifth day of college...
totally blur-ing..
syllabus are so tough...
especially bio..
went in so deep...
@@

bio taught by ms.priscilla..
quite young...
need to focus in her class..
if nt cant catch up..
she is kind too..

che taught by ms.annie..
she sumtimes are fierce...
but overall her teaching is quite good...
easy to understand...

math taught by miss karen..
she is young too...
a cute teacher..
always laugh and smile...
a good lecturer...
math is hard...
goin to faint abt it...
@@

and the last...
phy...
mr.leong...
he...
ia a "humurous" teacher...
always talk wif "funny" action n words...
make all of us laugh non-stop..
while he is not talking jokes..
jus the way he talk and explain...
is totally.....
make us curi2 laugh and swt all the time...

class air-cond is so damn cold...
even wear jacket also feel the coldness..=.=
waddle around campus using stairs...
as lift sumtimes is too many ppl....
make me sweat all the times...*good exercise*

books are expensive like hell...
luckily borrowed from cousin...
thx a lot..=)
and others book are allow to photocopy...
make us feel relief ...
as the total of ori books are abt thousand ++....
everyone is crowded in photocopy shop everyday!!

that's all right now..
goin to rest...
tired...@@

first class in college~

sighed...
i had turn back to secondary skul life..
wake up early....><
class usually start at 8 morning...
which i need to wake up 6.30 ...
to prepare myself...
and the frus traffic jam...
:((

reached skul at 7.30...
class in library fifth floor..
walked there...
door doesn't open yet...
=.=

so...
walked bak to lobby...
waiting for frenz to come...

1st class:physic
lecturer asked us to introduce ourselves
which i hate so much
=.=
many classmate decided to do on medical field..
make me feel so pressure...
=.=

2nd :chemistry
indian lecturer..
damn fierce..
many ppl crowded in a room...

3rd:math
miss karen ...
young lady...
good teacher..
=)
tell us about the photostat...
thx2....=)

after class..
adi 12.30
all ppl rushed in xerox shop..
to get photocopy core math 1 book ..

after that...
went back home for lunch..
tired...X.X

should improve social skills...
i wan noe more fren ahh...

briefing day~

fatt mou-ing in home for half months...
finally skul open...
briefing day in campus...
almost late due to traffic jam...:((

rush in campus..
meet besties...
straight go lecturer hall..
which located at blok C forth floor...

our mind already set...
thought that block C do not hav lift..
which is actually got at the other side...
sweating non-stop..

finally reached the hall....
heard seminar...
play game...
after that...
balik rumah...
that's all...

life will be harsh in future...
many assignment and revision to do!!!
:((

this world~

no more anger right now
thanks for giving me so many trouble
make me sweat for hour
reduce fat

feel funny
look idiot

anyway

make me realise this world is so realistic
which i gonna accept the fact

let you go
good for me and you too
hope we will never meet again in future
:)

后知后觉~

刚刚的心情真的超级不爽
只能说
人就是那么的现实

以前
会用真心交朋友
因为
交朋友就是要这样
互相帮忙
聊聊心事

或许是我太天真
以为朋友也会真心对待

直到今天
我终于看清了

过去对那个人的好
都是白费的

一点的小事
也不愿帮忙我

可笑了
认识那么久
今天总算露出真面目

山水有相逢
不要有天
你要我帮忙
你想到别想

好人不一定有好报，坏人一定有报应
走着瞧!!!!

c'est la vie

:)

concert~

very first outing with teacher...
watched concert which is orchestra performance..
"Man ,Music & Machine"

nice hall in KLCC...
quite many people watched...
typewriter and vacuum cleaner as musical instrument..
amazing...XD

wanna watch more in future...
GREAT!!!
:))

wanna grab back my freedom
u all cant control me for whole life

pieces of lie~

i am too naive...

shouldn't believe in those stupid nonsense...

that treat me so "well"...so "good"..

pieces of lie....

go away from me...

gonna accept the fact...

the real world...

c'est la vie...

worker~

today jus finished breakfast..
dad asked..
later help me to deliver goods...
:(..i said ok...

traffic damn jam at pj there...
luckily the goods is not so heavy like time..
*las time was dying*

after that..
is time to lunch...
walked in a kopitiam...
ate "go zham"(read in hokkien)
tauke gave a num...

look this


saw this was like...
creative...
i ting is customer wrote on it...
haha...

p.s:i din wait long like wat the paper says..XD

future~

finally decide college to go...
what course to take...
taking a-level now...

18 apr goin to attend college..
orientation day..
19 apr start class..

hope can get scholarship..
><

my very first and last driving test

yeahhh...
wat an another super nervous day..
driving test today...
woke up early in the morning..
prepare myself for the day...

got no.72..==
waited damn long...
so worried abt the slope...
finally i passed...
parking smooth oso...
=)

next ..waited for road driving test...
boring...
luckily you come...
talked crap...
teeehee...><

unfortunately..
i got a viva...==
clutch damn further...
hard to control...
mati engine for N times..
grrrr....
tester so fierce....
well...passed oso...XD

waiting to drive mom's car...
hehe....


going to college tomoro...
i want study...
=)

normal mood~

after the result...
totally depress...
frus...
angry....
dissapointed...

BUT

today...
finally feel happy..
mom...dad...bro...even BFF...
comfort me...
say it is very good adi...
so proud of me...
thx so much..
so touch....:)

confusing now...@@
which college to go....
hope can get scholarship...

goin to have driving exam..
bless me and my BFF too...
^^

is the day~

worried for about 2 months...
countdown the days...
finally it had reached...
spm result day...

insomnia before the day...
kind of nervous..

woked up at 6 today...
can't sleep anymore...
waiting time pass...

about 12 reached skul...
took the leaving skul slip...
waiting at canteen with friends..

finally result out...
when teacher announced my name...

when i hold the slip..
omgggggooshhhh...
satisfy mostly
BUT
chinese!!!!
C+...
why...why...why.....

can't stop my tears...
TT

recently~

jus finish piano exam today~*wee*
arrived kopitiam to have breakfast
then only walked in to exam...XD

9a.m start exam
10.40 i adi came out..*suppose 11 oni cum out*
next went to take away for lunch
nice duck leg~yummy!!!

5th driving lesson on wed
hope won't mati enjin adi
==

23 march result~
gan jiong ah~

boringgggggggg life at home~
i wan study for these moments....
:P

life temporary reverse~

weird title???
confused??
XD

due to some private reasons..
plzzzz dun ask me...
thank you...

it is been adventured for almost 10 month...
is time to go back...
i miss it so much!!

will it be change again...
is an unknown..
10 months..
make me stronger..
harder..
tougher...

is time to have a pit stop...

:)

back to december~taylor swift

So this is me
swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i go back to december all the time

i will keep you as my memory...:)

future~

time passed....
result coming out soon...*nervous*
is time to decide future.*headache*

after i had been quited my job...
think of so much..
form 6...foundation...a-level......
which one will i goin on??

i promise myself
no matter which path i walk..
must learn to be independant...
must decide future by my own...

since went visit college with her...
my mind starts to confuse...
she is my best fren...
and now we have same dream...
makes me feel like wanna study wif her..
we know each other so well...
5 years friendship..
which is not easy..XD

wat will i choose???
confusing...@@
wait for the day..
and i will decide it!!!
:)

firework~star~

Firework
blooming at night sky

But
it will dissappear after it bloom


Star
twinkling at night sky too

But
it will always hang on once at night

Both
is beautiful

I
prefer star

It
is nice

:)

my 1st driving lesson~

woke up early today...
get ready for driving lesson...
very very first one...
:)

waddle around living room...
nervous..@@
uncle was late...

first point at carrefour ...
driving about four round...
kinda fun..XD

after that..
went around damai perdana...
other taman oso...(forgot wat name)

luckily din mati enjin...^^
uncle keep on saying
"dun press so much oil"X N times...
hehe....
i will try control...:)

a fun lesson...

:)

失去的美好~

当人被太阳照耀
才知道下雨的美好

当人被大雨淋湿
才知道太阳的美好

人总是在有些时候
才体会失去的美好

不是吗

你有没有试过呢

random~

from now on...start from today...
jobless againnnnn....

mushroom life restart ...:(
like the ong bak say...
super hyper boring at home...

:(((

preparing to learn car and piano lesson...
theory exam in march...><

i wan outing ahhhhh....
XD

waiting for him
:)

rabbit year~

time to updateeeee~
:)

recently in holiday...
love it..5 days ..woo~

1st day:

stay home...tv-ing...fun & sing k with ah pek (finally!!!)...

2nd day:
mid valley...waddle around...bought a purse...
pizza hut~yummy..XD

3rd day:
sing k again..with buddy.....XD(finally!!)

4th day:
went aunt house...mahjung time...sek wu!!haha...

5th day:
working as usual....:(..tired...XX

new year route..
that's all...
hehe...

angpau is so less ..
:(

anyway HAPPY CNY!!
:)

random~~

working..working...working...
found out is boring too sometimes...

:(

yea...cny coming soon....
angpau...new clothes...
wow...love it...

:)

sad to say...
balik kampung againnnnn.....
kinda boringgggg...TT

laptop is get ready...
to on9....
haha....
and loads of magazine....

XD

he is past tense...
i had succeed...
to let go...
to restart my new life...
DONE!!!!

random~

cny is around the corner....wee...XD
i am trying to control myself...
avoid shopping!!!
purse is goin to "die"....

:(

yesterday just went leisure mall...
watch movie<>..
quite nice and funny...:)

BUT

i lost my control...
yea...
buy pairs of shoes ...



mom keep on mumbling...:(

early wishes:happy cny!!!><

first...2011....

first post in 2011...
kinda late....><

recently keep on working working...
as promoter...
tired and exhausted...
fighting for sales now...lol
:)

saw many familiar ppl working too...
and sometimes
expecially the two fellow...
will always come jusco....
eat/visit/???
haha....

sad to say...
cny eve is goin to work for another 3 hours...
:(

after that off 5 days(is it worth huh)

cny around the corner...
happi...:)

i hope mom and i can escape again...
bless us plzzzzzzz....
haha....

ciao~