Sem Break ~

Last 2 months sem break is quite fun and excited. after the last final exam paper went to Tour Le Jours for my friend and I pre- birthday celebration.=) Then just walk walk around at Fahrenheit. 

Next day outing with my dear . I miss her so much. We went for sing k and watched Cafe Waiting Love.

Days before my birthday went to my twin sister house for helping her in packing her luggage. She is leaving to UK.*sob sob* Even skype also need to ask first before do so due to time zone problem =( Now already passed one and a half month and she is fine over there.=) Wait you back my sister.

Also met a friend that already 4 years haven't meet.Glad to gather with her. Watch movie and have a lunch with her.=)


At last met secondary friends yun ,jun and soon yik. Sy leaving to Germany. Will miss you one didi. Don't worry.All the best over there.Maybe we have misunderstanding with each other. I just can say is our mind set different.Hope u can understand.

Here comes the end of my sem break.SAD.LAZY,looking forward to my year two life.

sem 2 life~

sem 2 begun last 2 months ago.another hectic semester.assignment-test as usual.last sem result wasn't satisfied.hopefully this new semester can get a better result.classmate all scoring cgpa with high marks,this indeed make me feel stress sometimes.competition-comparison among classmate.a realistic university life.everyone fight for position for cgpa.my classmate even get 4 pointer.@@ perhaps if i can get 3.67 to get into dean list in this sem.god bless.

this sem lecturer overall is quite good.except the one.extreme racist indian microbiology lecturer.while teaching he can speak using tamil language and chat with indian as if majority chinese are invisible.feel so damn and hate.no intention to teach us with effort.teach by reading slide,so why should i wasting my time to sit in class for ur "reading".feel so stupid.hope can change this lecturer.really make me insane and mad.english lecturer resign already.v had present a silent drama.my group end up comment with myself acting as a guy,is not enough man.=.=.no comment.p'macology lecturer is last sem lecturer.still kind and nice =).dissection of rat really freak me out at first.struggle for long time to start the dissection.finally done too.overcome nervous and afraidness.^^phy phar lecturer is so kind and adorable.indeed.he always show his kind smiling face while teaching and put many effort to teach.like him most.

classmate relationship remain so so.i admit i am not good in socializing.sometime feel being abandon and lonely.i am passive type with less talking.i don't know their perception towards me.maybe they will feel i am diam-diam type and not really talkative and not much topic to chat.well that's me.i need long time to be close with people.i don't trust easily.feel distance with them and i am tired to follow their steps.even the closer friend isn't that sincere.feel being used sometimes.really miss those days with besties.the crazy one.keep laugh all the time.the eye contact to speak without speaking.the one that always share my secret.always listen to my rubbish talk.sincere friendship.i really appreciate.i miss you both.and also secondary classmate.miss u all too.i feel sorry to u all for absent in outing and yam cha session.=(

soon everything will be change.no other solution anymore.a real life turning point.many thing need to give up and accept.building my strength.i will be strong no matter how. 

以为一切烟消云散

却不是这样的

回忆

始终删不掉

看清了~

上degree  了

看清很多

了解很多

一切都不再单纯

都是有心机

所谓的帮忙

也只不过是利用而已

话说得很动听

心里却又不是这回事

开始要伪装自己

要迎合别人

真的很累

做不了自己

感觉没个真心

就只是有事才找你而已

真怀念以前

没有心机的日子

自由自在的日子

有真心朋友陪伴的日子

真的很幸福

很快乐

:')

update~~

August 2013: 
Begin my job as a sales assistant at f.o.s.nothing special.fold clothes,fold mess up clothes,almost everyday same task.Quite lot of funny rules.LOL
1)Phone must be kept during working hours.
2)Break time will be decided by assistant supervisor.

Did have others mao dun de rules as well..just not convenient to say out at here.
Colleague not bad.Overall still consider ok.Campare to last time work,almost similar actually.

October 2013:
Start my degree life finally.Dream fulfilled.Met new friend.New environment.

November 2013-February 2014:
Busy with school work.Assignments.Presentation.Titas and HE(=.=).Test.And when all test crash.Syllabus not yet finished.Extra class.Class cancel.Keep ffk by lecturer.And get irritated by lecturer and classmate.I just don'y understand why always ask such silly questions whereby own commen sense can answer itself.grrrr..make me faint@@at last i beh tahan straight shoot.I am not that kind of good person which always entertain people.Please behave urself or else no one can save u.DAMN.And a "good" lecturer give assignment (2000 words essay) before final and passed up after 1 week time.WTF?!Should gave earlier lo.Don't assume we very free lo.

March 2013 :
Final begin.Stress,Emo.Hate.Regret.No time.Damn.Jus hope i can get a average result is enough.@@
And piano theory exam too.Get a pass is enough.No mood to study liao.Holiday mode on.=)
Need more and more outing.FREEDOM!!!!

Time to grow up

Stay strong

Stay tough

=)

recently~

Time fliessssss...=.=

Another month gonna begin soon.

recently just finished my muet exam..

all in a mess,especially speaking and writing..

"everyone should aim to be a millionaire by the age of 35.Discuss"

when saw this question my mind silently said wtf.=.=

how to write with this such topic??

end up with luan luan xie.dun even know what actually i am writing.grrrrr

2 months more to begin school.cant wait for that.=)

currently deciding whether to do part time job.

jus asked for job today.

did have vacancy.

problem is i had been lazy for so many months.

goshhhh..kind of depress if i gonna stand for whole day.

scare i cant stand for it.=(

working for 2 months at least can earn some money and fill my time.

ciao.nothing to update anymore =(