wishes 2010...

sayonara to 2009...
welcum to 2010....

HaPpy nEw yEaR everyone!!!
all the best in 2010...
spm full A's....

maybe two is better than one
that's so much time
to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got
me coming undone
And Im thinking two...
is better than one

i'm bak!!

well..today jus bak from genting...although jus stay there only one night ,it is jus gud enuf for me...cos i had bought lots of things there...jackets....T-shirt....and my lovely buffet there...which is so delicious n yummy!!!!i love it!!!the weather there is quite cold and misty....and there is so damn crowded ....is a quite nice trip actually....


XD

on vacation....

goin to genting tomoro....
dun miss me o....haha

XD....

MeRrY ChRisTmAs!!!!^^

is so relaxing now....^^

XD...

背对背拥抱-JJ林俊杰

话总说不清楚 该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完 谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧
我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子来乱绕
即使想让我知道
即使想让你知道 这警告
即使想让我知道
即使想让你知道 爱的警告
只是想让你知道 爱的警告
我不要一直到 形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱 就不要轻易放掉

tis is d fisrt time i am awaken....until 2.00+am oni sleep...wondering the reason...

dun wanna to feel depress...jus wanna to be happy...but it is so hard!!!

so tired....

well...today mum jus ask me to gotong-royong my place...
it is too lazy to do that and i am not reli willing to do that(==)...
BUT....
no choice...TT...
as it is too much waste that need to clear off...
start from 10.30 am to 4.00++ pm....
wat the .....
N...
move the cupboard from upstairs to downstairs...
OMG!!!....
it is quite heavy...(for me)...
haizzz....
BUT...
it is comfortable to see my room which is so clean and neat...

TIRED!!!XD

Straight through my heart-backstreet boys

When its dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhhh

I looked down
And my shirts turning red
Im spinning around
Felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you
want you tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I cant stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just cant believe it
Ohhhh
No I cant resist
And i cant be heal
I just cant escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)
Thought I moved
More than on
Thought I could
Fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I cant leave her alone
Ohhhh ohhhh

Hear the sound
Of a love so loud
I just cant, I just cant
Ignore this feeling
Said she misses me
And she wants me
Wants me tonight

In the heart
Of the night
When its dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor

reli a nice songs...

1....8......

hope that i am 18 now..can do watever i wan....

.....speechless...

everyone seems like dissappear during d holiday..
eventough on9 facebook...messenger...
seems like nothing to say...
wat to do...
everyone seems like busy doin their work...
nothing much to say or even share...

=.=

simple life....can I??

sometimes things may be jus simple and easy...
BUT...
could i jus do that?
although it is just a very simple task??
or i always convert thing from easy to complicated??
i myself also confused....

jus bak ...

well...
jus back from a vacation...
which is located at kijal,terengganu...
wait tat day 4 so long...
n...



my besties YI WEN is be with me...^^

BUt...
the weather is so cloudy...
so scare tat it will raining heavily...
luckily it wasn't...XD
gonna to watch new moon...^^

feel relax when being there...
the wind blow away my worries...

unhappi...(-.-)

dunno why....
i have no mood to do anyting...
watch tv....
ply piano...
ply games...
i jus unhappi...

totally lost my happiness...

maybe...

worried abt sumting...

tat is stupid....

i jus wan to....

RUN AWAY n SHOUT OUT LOUD!!!!!

i wish i can...

forget d stupid ting...

jus be relax...

quite hate u!!!

since last time..
i noe that incident make u veri sad...
BUT...
can you dun scold ppl without reason...
i hate like tis de u.....
last time u are kind....
now....
i feel veri disspointed...
why cant u start all over again...
i noe it is hard...
but...
can u try ur best...
dun always scold ppl....
i hope to see new de you....

终于结束了!!!

为期三个星期的大考终于结束啦!!!
现在就是"fong gam"的时候啦.....
讲到考试....
haizzzz..
成绩应该不会好到哪里去.....
这次考试真是难到....
都不懂明年会不会跌班,,,,
现在的我....
已经是holiday mode 了....
看电视,玩电脑.....
就是回家做的第一件事....
拜二打算跟朋友去看戏唱k添.....
这些都是"必需品".....哈哈....

假期可能去海边度假....
真的很期待....
可能会跟好朋友去....
一定很好玩的,,,,,(希望她真的有去啦)
是时候睡觉啦....bye...

so sad.....

someting happen just by suddenly....
without any signals as well....
miss tan...
my lovely tuition teacher....
is gonna to left us!!!
such a shock when i noe this....
she is such a good&calire teacher...
and intelligent too...
BUT....
it is hard to find this kind of gd teacher...
omg!!!
i can predict my result...
which is too bad...
haizzzzz.....
gonna to miss u!!!

黑夜里的我...

一个人毫无方向的往前走....
走着走着....
不知不觉....
夜晚已经来临了.....
抬头望天空....
看不见闪烁的星星....
看不见照亮大地的月亮....
我....
感到很迷惑...
到底以后的路该往哪走....
希望有一道光...
能带引我....
迈向未来.....

d stupid bio teacher...wat the.....

as the bio teacher is not around 4 few weeks....
a new bio teacher is cuming 4 replacement...
BUT...
i am so "hapi" to attend her class....
she is boring...fine...
she is disgusting...fine...
she is annoying....fine....

i had never seen a teacher....
who teaches us...
by converting d bio text book...
jus in malay meaning...which is bulat-bulat...
N
d it is not d point of the text...
waste time N our energy onli......
walao...
such a crazy ler....
whole class are dying...
malas to layan her oso....
only the malay concentrated on wat she talk...
she is talking nonsense lar...
not teaching at all....


N
ask us to do folio...
nvm...
still wan us to stay back until 1.30...
wat the...
but...
v all say no transport to skip d class...
as the skul ring ...v all quickly go out from d class lo...
hu care....rite...

STUDYING......CRAZYING....

as final exam is cuming soon...
which is so disgusting...
annoying and so on....
lots of books are waiting for me.....
i feel dying!!!
wanna crazy adi!!!!!
skul have abt 5-6 tests everyear...
argh....super hate exam....
ANTI-EXAM!!!!

中秋节....

前天是中秋节...
那天突然心血来潮....
想玩candle哦....
补完习后去杂货店买了....
然后回家吃饭,,,,
到晚上就开工....
用蜡烛摆了三个字...

还没点蜡烛...



就是"中秋节"啦~

美勒.....哈哈.....

好玩的一天....

今天约了哥哥去唱k.....
10点准时到...
原来所有的房间一早book完了.....
真是好生意....
进到去时....
那个screen竟然没有画面....
那时已经过了15 min了.....
很".塞"勒...
15min可以唱两首歌了,,,,
后来就换房间....
然后就和哥飙歌....
斗高音...
斗唱到我的喉咙要爆了.....
全程都几乎.站着唱的,,,,,
high到....
总之就是爽!!!!!!
很久没有那么爽了!!!!!:)

~L.O.N.E.L.I.N.E.S.S.~

i am standing at the middle of street...
nobody is there...
jus alone...
moonlight glow dimly...
this make me feel anxious..

i wonder where they are...
but no one answer me...
i feel scare...worry...
are they trying to repel me??
dun care me anymore??

i am so scare..
i afraid this day will come....
i afraid loneliness....

quite dissapointed....

as yesterday is a special day 4 me...
i feel quite dissapointed of sum of my frenz...
N
thanks for those who wishes me...
thank you veri much!!!
love u all!!

piano exam result.....

deng~deng~deng~deng~....
wait abt 1month..
finally i got d result la...
haha...
such a shock!!
when my teacher tell me d result...

d result sheet which written by d examiner...


d total marks 127...which is pass with merit!!!

omg...cant believe this....
i thought i ll fail one..
ahaha...:)

exam finally finish jor...

jus finish d bc exam at skul......
N
2moro onwards is holiday!!!
haha^^
as raya holiday is abt 1 week+...
i ting i am goin to sumwhere else..
and my big day is cuming soon...



i realise tat blog cant reli express feeling...
sumting private cant be write out...

...........

I
jus
wanna
to
SHOUT!!!!!!!!

i
feel
very
PRESSURE!!!!!!

加油!!

看见最近的你...
很憔悴...
很失望...
六神无主的...
真的很担心你...
怕你会做傻事..
最近的事..
对你来讲打击很大,,,,
承受很大的压力...
而我...
却做不了什么..
来帮你....
希望你能好好加油...
好好撑下去...
我会支持你的!!

...........

好久没有更新了!!!
苦闷的日子天天在过,,,,
还好下个拜一放假....:)
不然我会发疯的....
又赚到一天啦....嘻嘻...
可是下下个礼拜是考试了!!!
啊!!!!为虾米那么快勒....
一本书都还动过....
惨了....
我不想像上次的成绩那么烂....TT...
这次希望成绩不要那么烂...

est终于可以废除了!!
等这天等到颈到长了....
这科真的很废....
连老师都讲这科拿了没有好处....
也没有坏处....
酱拿来做么....
好过去读phy..che..bio..啦...
真是浪费我的时间和精神....:(
但是还要继续读到年尾...
忍多三个月....
我忍...忍..忍....
反正form 5就不用读了....
^^

mood quite down.....

as something was happening now....
i feel sad ...
anxious...
worry abt it...
dunno how to solve it...
and helpless....:(
hope god bless me!!

~人生之摩天轮~

人生有如一座摩天轮...
刚开始的摩天轮,,,
仿佛是人生的开始....
面对许多的挑战和难题...
有些人选择放弃,,,
有些人却勇于接受挑战,,,,
克服种种的困难,,,


摩天轮转到最高峰时,,,,
仿佛是人生的辉煌时刻,,,
有些人往往都会得意忘形....
有些人反而更努力...
不易松懈...

当摩天轮转回原点...
有些人会觉得自己很失败,,,
不愿意往前走...
选择退后...
但是...
有谁知道...
其实是新的开始....

一个人....

一个人吃饭...
一个人看戏...
一个人睡觉...
一个人做功课...
一个人听歌...
一个人发呆...
一个人看电影...
一个人弹琴...
一个人看书...
一个人思考...
一个人生活...

bookfest at klcc....

today go bookfest :)...
so happy!!
bought a lot of books...
heavy like hell...
but also berbaloi la...hehe!
as the books is cheaper..
especially my eclipse and breaking dawn....
can't wait to finish it...
but now watching drama...
this holiday sure not boring lo....
first time ler...

actually hor..
my dad not allow me to go de...
say h1n1 wo...
and then thia morning...
he suddenly say:"go bookfest lo...books cheaper ma.."
o.o....
but nit to wear mask oo...
dangerous ma...
at there they gt check body temperature d o..
and gt free mask(i ting)...

those all books total abt rm150++...
never buy so many books b4...
really shuang la !!!!

朋友,谢谢!

有时想想...
我还蛮幸福的....
有一大群的好友在我身边...
大家一起玩...
一起读书...

回想以前的我...
小气...乱发脾气...等等....
真的感到很抱歉....
原谅我...
当时的我...
可能是因为失去了一个很要好的朋友....
才会变成那样吧!!

现在的我....
应该没有以前那样吧....
我正努力改过....
给我一点时间....

就可以看到全新的我!!
谢谢你们!!!

假期了!!!!

终于可以放假了!!
等这天等了好久了....
嘻嘻....
虽然只有短短的一个星期..
总好过没有吧...
在这个假期里...
当然是在家"煲剧"啦...
是个名副其实的电视迷...:)
本来约了朋友们去唱k的....
都是那个h1n1害的....

事情是酱的
我:"爸可以去唱k吗?
爸:"不要啦.....h1n1很危险啦.....:
我:(无言)
爸:要去也可以....给我戴口罩...
我心想....戴着口罩怎样唱了...
好过不要去....:(
我:我不去啦.....
爸:改天假期再去啦....到时你天天去都可以啦!
我心想....你给才怪....而且我也没有那么多钱....:(
算了....

家里最近来了新的"住户:....
小小只....
黑黑的....
住整几天了...
大家都不欢迎"他"...
猜下....

哈哈...
就酱...

~~十字路口.~~

我站在繁忙的十字路口....
感到很迷惑....
犹豫了很久...
到底以后...
该往哪走...
向左??
向右??
还是

往前??
退后??
我不知道....
难以选择....
我想....
我还是回到原点....
重新开始.....

sea....heaven place....

i sit at the beach....
white fine sand...
colourful seashells everywhere...
crystal clear water...
lots of coconut trees....

i feel relax beside the sea....
listen to the sea growling...
blue sky with lots of clouds....
so nice...so peace...

i wonder ...
i hope...
i wish...
i can stay beside the sea for the rest of my life...
with my love one....
a simple...
peaceful...
happy life...
FOR ME!!

你快乐吗?

相信你们都有听过五月天的"你不是真正的快乐"...
我也问过自己快乐吗?
真的快乐吗?
现在的我....
或许一半一半吧....
无论学校...补习,,,,家人....朋友们....
都带给我很多的欢乐...
但是也有时也不快乐....

问问你自己...
你快乐吗?


希望你们真的快乐!!!:)

H1N1病例越来越严重了....
我的学校听说有两个人中了哦...
还有老师讲会提前放假,,,,
到最后都没有放了.....
学校越来越少人...
搞到我也不想去....
但是.我班的kehadiran很齐哦...

下个拜六就是书展啦...
这次是去定的啦....
要去扫书,嘛....
打算跟朋友去,,,,^^

最近不爽某个人,,,,
不懂是我没有发觉到...
还是她本来就是酱的人....
都不懂她有没有当我是朋友....
还是我有眼无珠...
会认识到他....
**请学校的朋友们不要误会....
我不是讲着你们,,,,
是补习的....

惨了!!

最后一科终于派了!!!
高数成绩差到.....
没有眼睛看...
竟然拿到35分...
这是我第一次肥佬勒!!!!
现在只能怪自己不好好用功....
.总评均只有67罢了....
,跌了很多.....TT
肯定给爸爸骂死....:(

今天上bio...
正是.有够废....
废到....
做什么kuiz窝....
lame 到....
就是答来答去...
.问来问去...
亏那些马来人玩到很high酱...
syok sendiri....
我就傻傻坐在那里发呆....
反正回答问题又不是我.....
我自认我苯....
好过给人家推你去回答问题.....
打错了又给人家怨....
烦死了!!!

最近发生了很多事情....
朋友...家里....
烦!!!

guess wat is this....

guess it!!

live for yourself...not others!!

i always heard that...
alot of ppl especially teenager say...
"if he/she reject me...
i would rather go commit suicide...blablabla.."


this sound like without sumone...
you cant live anymore...

i disagree wif that...
why bcos of sumone...
go to commit suicide
meaningless...


our live shouldn't control by anyone...
is yours...
doesn't it is true...
wat do u think?

fight for exam again...

as skul exam adi finish...
supppose to be hapi...


BUT.....



nex tue i am gonna to sit for
PIANO EXAM.....

early in d morning..
wake up at usual......
cos go hotel istana....
10am ...
reach there 9.15...


scary and anxious..
hope can get good result...
at least PASS!!!

BUT...
after exam...
i think i am goin to shopping...
haha!!

quite unbelievable....

tis few weeks i heard a lot of comment...
abt d X always ......
abt Y .....

sum1 may jus look gd enuff for u...
but they are jus pura-pura!!!!!
a fren tat u know for long time...
which is a gd &nice fren...
but in other ppl's eyes..
they may be turn to be another person...

conclusion:dun judge ppl by its appearance...

new slipper...

new slipper...
nice??



all 1 adi "destroy" by my cat.....TT


LOVE IT!!

exam postponed!!!!

hehe.....
my skul adi postpone la....
is 27/7 oni exam....
actually is quite hapi de.....

but....

my piano exam is cuming soon oso....
4/8....
sei mo....
dunno whether gt terlanggar a not..
both exam also haven prepared well....

haiZZZZ......
pening.....=.=

oh my...............GOD!!!!!!!!

wat a shock!!!
yesterday at perhimpunan .....
you noe i saw wat??







my "beloved" phy teacher.....



X.X....
she was abt 1 month+ din cum skul adi....
well....everi1 in class....
are SO SO SO hapi!!!


and now....
haiz....
boring de phy is return....
sad....


today is sesi photograpy....
arr!!my look will be sure
veri veri veri ugly.....
haiz.....


class has been 2 week+ din hav electric...
wat the....HELL!!!!
stupid skul....
everiday at class like sauna....
hot till wan to die!!!!!
STUPID!!!!

sad-ing.....

well.....
las few weeks are quite relax...
as the mid year exam result was given....
sad to say that...
21/7 is ujian setara 2...
which is so fast that i didn't realise abt it....
it is getting nearer n nearer...
and now i am definitely doin my revisions...
wow!!!alot ler...
sej-bab 1 -6
amt-chapter 5&6
math-until chapter 6 or 7(nt sure)
bio??
physic??
che-until chapter 6
moral??
est??
haizzzz..........

maybe someday....

maybe someday
-you'll start living everyday true to the best that is within you and
seriously pursue your most treasured dreams.

maybe someday-
-you'll stop holding back and live the richness of every moment and show
the world who you really are.

maybe someday
-you'll explore the best if those possibilities that you know in
your heart are there.

maybe someday
-you'll wake up see how useless most of your worries have
been and stop letting others hold you back.

maybe someday
-you'll decide that your life cannot wait any longer and you'll
wonder why you ever waited so long to start living.

maybe someday you'll decide to go for it....

maybe someday is coming....

maybe someday will sooner than you think....

maybe someday is here

maybe someday is today!!

sky....

The presence of a friend......

When you dont feel that you
have to be perfect to be accept
When you are giventhe freedom
to be yourself in every situation
When you ask for an opinion
knowing you'll be told the truth
When you share your heart
without the risk of betrayed,


When being together
more important than wahat you are
That is when you are
in a presence of a friend....

at skul verii boring ler......

tis week is the first open skul week...
all the teacher will give back us our exam paper...
quite nervous...
but.......
my physic teacher dunno which part of body gt batu wo...
result cant get ler...
then eng and est not around...
so many free period...
until dunno wan to do wat....
too free adi...
sienz....so boring...
result bad ler....
T.T

~~love story~~

And I said,
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
Ill be waiting, all theres left to do is run
Youll be the prince and Ill be the princess
Its a love story, baby, just say yes!!

HATE!!!!!!

......holiday is not really fun at all.....
at the first week of holiday...
i jus relax...
ply com.....watch drama...zzz.....
wow!!!i love this kind of life....
so freee...so gd...^^
but now...
when i saw the homework....
which is as tall as hill...
especially d moral folio....
need to do 6 tugasan n 4 kerja amal....
and the skul kerja rumah terancang....
do until wan pening kepala adi....
sad:(

exam over....jus feel relax....hapi!!!!^^

finally...
mid term exam is over...
2 weeks holiday that i can play...hang out with fren...
hehe...today morning 11sumting go jusco..
with my besties....
firstly..v watch movie-NIGHT IN THE MUSUEM 2
wow!!!which is quite interesting and funny...
after that 2 pm..
v go green box to sing k...
last for 3 hours long...
wow!!i love it!!
i can express my feeling by singing loudly!!
and the music is great!!
from 11 to 5....
abt 6 hours non-stop!!
yeah!!!!!
feel hapi!!!^^

dont judge people by its cover.....

dont judge ppl by its appearance...
maybe you think he /she is a gd person...
but it is not always the true...
as he/she act like a bad person that you counldn't believe at all....
at first,you think he/she so nice...friendly...
but you never know their mind...
even is a very very close friend,had been known for many years....
maybe a new friend even more nicer thn he/she....
who knows?rite?
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
a best friend can betray you anytime without warning at all...
as you never know that he/she think such a way...
that he/she want to hurt you...
they may did a lot of bad things behind you...that you dont know at all...

我的回忆不是我的 (粤语)

伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去 将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐性
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界 于最光的刹那
感到属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见
但承诺可再听
什么可不变色
Oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界 当理想的刹那
因爱 无分你的我的

presurre...tired...

this few weeks...
i feel very stress...tired...
feel that sumthing bad is gonna to happen...
feel scary...anxious....

mid year exam is coming soon...
haven do revision yet...
cos of laziness...(which is usual ...)
no mood...
haiz...

maybe tis week i will suddenly become emo...
scold ppl withour reason...
hope that u all can forgive me...

jus back^^

Taiwan part 1~
hi!jus back from taiwan....
weather at there become hotter and hotter...
a lot of interesting places...
delicious foods...
really nice!!

THE BULLET TRAIN


TAI LU GE


SEASIDE OF HUA LIAN



YE LIU GARDEN-the rock is formed by naturally


TAIPEI 101



GU GONG

cant wait to there!!!!!!

hehe....i am goin to taiwan during d march skul holiday..
verii hapii ler!!!
cant wait to pack my laguage...
but but but....
b4 tat...i nit to exam ler....
stupid exam....haiz...
sure fail lo...(cos din study)
jus wait to die....X.X
but still veri hapii!!^^

.....dunno wat to write....

erm...abt few weeks i din update my blog lo...
jus dunno wat to write...
nothing is interesting...
yesterday our class came a new moral teacher..
i ting is pn.salbita (if not mistaken)...
she said tat she is a eng teacher...but d skul ask her to teach her moral...
so...during d class...she always use eng to explain...
quite funny la..
and she noe abt chinese o...
such as our "han yu ping ying"..
she can write the symbol...even can pronoun it quite tepat...
she oso ask sumting tat is v cant expect teacher will ask..
which is she ask us abt chinese bad word...
d meaning..how pronoun...
tis is d first time i saw tis kind of teacher...
so "special"...haha^^
d whole class all is laughing...is a humurous teacher..
quite like her d...
^^

twilight~~

i jus bought a book at popular ...
which is TWILIGHT...
twilight is jus show in d cinema abt 1 to 2 month ago...
quite a nice movie...
today go popular to buy calculator..
after that i jus hang around there...
suddenly i saw tis book"twilight" place at the popular bestseller..
oh...i am so happy...
so i jus bought it home...
let me show d cover of d book...

d cover of d book 4 me is abit scary...
and d price quite expensive...rm35.50...
after discount rm30+...hehe...^^

life becum more stress now...

hehe...now i am form 4 lo...

i in d sc stream class...

wow....verii stress la...

the teachers give us a lot of homework...

especially the physic teacher...

ask us to calculate this and that...

must done it correctly and show to her..

then only can go back class...

wat the hell!!!!the question so hard to solve...

all of us rushing 4 it...but still cant get d answer...

finally i curi-curi go out the lab...(^^)

luckily teacher dunno abt it...haha!!

and the eng teacher..

ask us to prepare 4 the poems"the road not taken"...

nit to do presentation...wat the....

omg!!i hate presentation...i hate it!!!

and the teacher quite high tech...

she wan us to present by using the computer...

the first time i heard tat present by com...

haiz....sc stream is quite difficult d....

very stress...i oso go 4 tuition class...

5 days a week....almmost wan to die...

haizzzzzz.....